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crap
what am i doing?
i'm hungry and my head hurts from must and there's too much stuff in my house again and i want him home now so i can sleep

estate sales kind of freak me out a little
it took several hours to set in this time but now i'm thinking about dying and everything that's left and where does it all go and isn't is wierd how so much of life is left but it's not the same

russell is in his grandmother's house now
she and her husband built it
the family is going to sell it and they wonder if someone will choose to tear it down

my mother still lives in the house where she was born
it will be hard to see it go

i think alot about what will be left of me and where it will end up
and what to send off and to who as i go

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Date: 2006-03-10 03:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] donrickles.livejournal.com
My grandma was really worried about people seeing her stuff after she died. Actually, she was always worried about what other people thought of her. She made my mom and her daughter-in-law promise to swoop in and take care of any "feminine" things ASAP after her death. They did, of course.

It makes me think of all the potentially embarassing things someone would find in going through my stuff. I guess not embarassing enough to do anything about it, though.

Date: 2006-03-11 08:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rmt.livejournal.com
hello...
i think about that mainly in terms of written things and russell or my mother reading it.
i think about it every time i fly especially!
also i want everything to be organized.
sigh.

russell's aunt did his grandmother's makeup for the viewing, that's dedication.
a good argument for cremation!

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